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I need to get out of my poor me pity party that i have been stuck in lately. I have been having all those horrible thoughts...that no one likes me, that everyone is just putting up with me and that im not good enough. not a good enough mother, wife, friend. I KNOW its not true but sometime those feelings win and it sucks.                                                                  Im typing this from my phone while hubby is driving in the pouring rain on our way home from jersey. This time last year in the smae weather at the same time we had our bad car accident....im trying not to have a small breakdown. Everything that means something to me is in this van.  Regular post coming soon...