Not pregnant

Let me prephase this by saying - I AM A MORON!

Back up a bit. My IUD came out alittle over 3 weeks ago. My period is due any day now, or like yesterday. Yes we have had sex but we are not trying until after the marathon and we have been as careful as we can and have pulled out every time - yes TMI I know.

Well I have been EXHAUSTED. Last night I went to bed at 830pm and slept 12 hours to wake up just to want to go back to bed. I was also a bit nauseated this mroning. Freaking out I went to get and got a preggo test.

I buy a multi pack and take the first one - faint line. Positive.

OMG OMG OMG

I freaked out! I am not ready to be pregnant. I want to do a few more things first. I want to lose a bit more weight. I want to run a marathon. I want to know Im actually trying, you know?

Well the line was super faint so I went and got a digital one. It was negative. I take another of the first one, negative.

Now Im confused. And surprisingly sad that I may not be pregnant, is that weird?

I decide that I need to wait to use my morning pee because for the second two test my urine was very diluted. And part of me still thought I was pregnant... and was freaking out because I wasnt ready.

then....

I realize Im stupid I went and relooked at the first pregnancy box. It says there are 3 prenancy kits in it. I remember there being 4. Thats odd. So I relook at the box. They included a free fertility test. Turns out Im fertile hehehe... no pregnant!

Now that I KNOW im not - I am actually quite relived and it was the kick in the butt I needed to do everything I want to do in the next 3 months before I really do start trying:)