Sunday, August 5, 2012

I fell off the wagon...

Its true. After 2-3 awesome weeks with healthy eating, running, and feeling all around awesome... I decided that feeling bad about myself, being bloated and just BLAH is so much more fun. So I ate, and ate, and ate.... and you know what? It sucked. And now I am struggling with all of my might to get back. And it is hard.

I do not like how I feel - I feel like I have failed myself, that I am not worthy, that I am not strong. AND I KNOW THAT IS NOT TRUE... so I need to stop doing things that make me feel like this!

I have decided to go back to wheat free - I like that way I feel when Im wheat free. I think I will allow myself 2 non-plan things a week. NOT two non-plan meals or non-plan days... but 2 non-plan foods.

I have also been asked to help someone get into being healthier and train for her first 5k - from a complete nonrunner. I am super excited about this and feel so honored that they think of me as a runner. I love to share what I am passionate about.


4 comments:

  1. Everybody is allowed to have an off week now and again. I bet helping your friend train for her first 5k will help you with your BLAHs.

    I think your decision to go back to wheat free is a good one. I know from my own experience that I feel so much better physically and mentally without wheat in my diet.

    Hope your week is a good one!

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  2. Im with forever young!
    hows the wagon feeling now?

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  3. We're allowed to pig out once in awhile. Don't fret about it. Just do some exercise and eat healthy everyday. That's the key to a healthy and sexy body.
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  4. Yes, definitely true! You really have to maintain your diet whichever suits you. Cause other diet don't work on you.

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