The last few weeks I have noticed that I am looking at myself differently. Im happy when I look in the mirror. Im not horribly embarrassed in my bathing suit at the gym - no towel wrapped around me or anything. I dont feel out of place around other women... for the first time in a long long time.
Dont get me wrong - I know Im not near goal yet (30 lbs to go) but I finally feel on the upper end of normal. I feel like I fit in. Yes I still have rolls on my belly. Yes my face is alittle too full and my arms still jiggle a bit. But Im on the upper crust of normal. Im getting there.
I like what I see in the mirror. I like how my clothes are fitting and I cant wait to see how things change as I get closer to goal.