Unless I am FULL to the max then I feel hungry - there is NO in between. It is very frustrating. I know I shouldnt be hungry, but I want to munch so I have a small snack but the small snack does NOTHING to cure my "hunger" and the feeling of a little bit of food in my stomach just makes me want more, it makes it feel more hollow if thats possible.
Im a smart chick - I know that the hunger I feel isnt for food. I just dont know what its for. Part of me knows that I need to like myself more but I worry that once I lose weight I wont have that to hide behind anymore. Now its easy to believe that I lack some friends and what not because of my weight, or more importantly because of who I am because of my weight. BUT once the weight isnt the problem anymore - what if I dont like me. What if I have to come to the realization that Im boring, not any fun, a gossiper, ect.