Sunday, July 4, 2010

what the hell is wrong with me...

Why am I a big cranky head? I have had the past 4 days off. I have had a good few days. Why do I feel so down?

Why do I want to throw my diet out the window and eat and eat and eat?

Why do I want to just go back to bed?

Why do I want to stay on the computer forever instead of playing like a huge goof ball with my kid?

Why do I feel like such a failure at everything Im doing when I know Im doing awesome?

Im not giving in to the feelings. Im not giving in to the voices telling me to throw in the towel and eat with reckless abandon.

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