Why am I a big cranky head? I have had the past 4 days off. I have had a good few days. Why do I feel so down?
Why do I want to throw my diet out the window and eat and eat and eat?
Why do I want to just go back to bed?
Why do I want to stay on the computer forever instead of playing like a huge goof ball with my kid?
Why do I feel like such a failure at everything Im doing when I know Im doing awesome?
Im not giving in to the feelings. Im not giving in to the voices telling me to throw in the towel and eat with reckless abandon.