I have been meaning to get on here for an hour or so to give some thoughts about my new years resolutions but I need to vent first....
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! I have had a certain person air some family business on face book. I commented that fb just wasnt the place. That led to her private messaging me a few not so nice words all in caps... man I hate when people type in caps... it annoys me! She is CRAZY and that led to her pulling me into the not so niceness and it went down hill from there. Now it appears she is stalking me... uhhhh.
Ok deep breath. Move on.
So my resolutions. I have two. And I have given it some thought and think that there is NO reason for me to start on the first... why not start right now?
1. I have been so stressed about the number on the scales. To get lower, lower, lower. I have only focused on the number. If I do things to make that number smaller Im happy, if I dont then I send myself into a spiral. Its a bad game of see-saw. I have only focused on the number and not the rest of the successes. Hell Im in the lower 150s~! thats freaking awesome! I am healthier. I can find cute clothes. I can run. I love going to the gym. SO my first Now Years Resolution - no more focusing on the number. Time to focus on being healthy. Being fit. Being happy with where I am RIGHT NOW. Yes I want to lose about 15 more lbs. But if that doesnt happen right away - Im happy with how I am now. Lets work on eating things that make my body feel good and sweating more. Work on toning. Work on overall making myself a happier healthier fitter person, not just a smaller person. I think with that mind set - I will get much farther in my journey!
2. I NEED to get more organized! I have said this every year but never work towards it. My house is a disaster most of the time. My car is a disaster. My purse is a disaster. My dresser is typically covered in clothes. I can never find anything that Im looking for.... ever! My house overwelms me when its time to get it clean. I need to do baby steps and alittle all the time. Stay on top of things.
Any one have any suggestions on either one of these....
What are you wanting to change/improve/work on in the new year?