the next journey...

Well Im sure it isnt a huge shocker - my big change .... Im 4 weeks pregnant! I wasnt going to announce it on here for a few more weeks but without posting what Im actually going through, I didnt have anything to post about. Not to mention the only people we havent told yet is work and noone from work reads this. Some dont share their pregancy so early - not me. The way I see it is if something does go wrong then I want the support to get through it. Well four weeks in - my boobs are already back to their big fat huge size. My husband is happy. I am not! I do not like big boobs. They make me feel so much bigger than I am and when I lost the weight this past year I was HAPPY with my new smaller breast. Not anymore. They have gone up two sizes in the past 2 weeks... hopefully they are done! I can already tell I will not handle gaining the weight well - yes, I am a medical professional... Yes, I know that the weight will come back off. Yes, I know that I will probually only gain 20-25lbs or so... but gaining the weight and the mental feelings that go with that I know now I will have a problem with. I am hoping to be pretty active throughout this pregnancy and focus on healthier wholesome eating. And bare with me on the journey of the next 9 months and then the new journey of relosing the weight.