Sorry I have been MIA - I have this small problem that I think when I post on here that I should be perfect. And wow I have been anything but... it has been BAD.
I havent worked out in forever. I tried to run a few days ago and it was not a fun thing - barely did a mile! I have been eating probually double the calories that I should be eating. I am feeling fatter and fatter - my stomach is made up of these huge rolls. And the short of it - I feel like a failure. I thought running that marathon would be my aha moment - the I CAN DO ANYTHING moment. Well unfortinately that feeling did NOT last long.
Im feeling better pregnancy wise lately. I have only been nauseated when I really need to eat something. I have started packing my food for lunch at work. Tomorrow I signed up for morning spin class and plan to start writing down everything Im eating. Not to diet - I know I need to maintain, not lose. BUT I think I need to see where the calories are going and how much I am actually consuming, you know?
I dont feel like ME - I am not this person!